Rajyoga Mediation Commentary - 001-E
Soul Conscious Stage
I am a soul; I am controller of this body. This body is my
instrument through which I perform all the actions. This
body is made of five elements. I am master of this body
and I sit on the throne of forehead. Sitting on the throne
of forehead I continuously emit light.
I am a peaceful soul.
My original nature is peace. This is true fact that peace
is my natural nature as I feel comfortable in peaceful
environment and peaceful mental state. When I become angry
or I go to place where environment is noisy and people are
shouting and fighting with each other I donít feel
comfortable. This fact proves that I am peaceful and my
natural nature is peace.
I am pure soul
and continuously from me the light of purity is coming
out. I am filled with the power of purity. My original
nature is purity, cleanliness. I like purity in all
aspects of life be it thoughts, words or actions. I also
like purity of surrounding and environment. I donít
feel comfortable in shabby and dirty surrounding. Also
from others I expect purity in behavior. If someone is
having something inside and behaving different from
outside I feel it and I donít like it and donít feel
comfortable. I am pure soul. I am full of power of purity.
Vibrations of purity continuously emit from me and spread
in all the directions.
I am powerful soul.
Power is also my natural nature as I feel comfortable when
I am in powerful state. I donít feel comfortable in
fearful situations, but when I am in powerful state fear
donít arise and I feel comfortable. I am having all the
powers within me and with these powers I can face any
situation, any circumstances. I am having that capability
to pass any test with the help of these powers.
I am loving soul.
When negative feelings like hatred arise in my mind I
donít feel comfortable. Hatred takes away all my energy
and love imparts me energy. My original nature is love,
the pure love. When I have feeling of love for all
including myself I feel comfortable. I donít like feeling
of hatred even for those who have done great harm to me. I
am energy, shinning light.
I am blissful soul,
I want comfort in my life. I donít like uncomfortable
situations because I am blissful soul.
I am knowledgeful soul. I like knowing about new
things and concepts, I like acquiring knowledge in
different fields. My original nature is knowledge. I donít
feel comfortable in situations when I donít know anything
and I always have the desire to know about new things.
I am happy soul.
I donít feel comfortable in sorrowful situations. When any
moment of happiness arise in my life I feel good because
happiness is my original nature. I donít like even those
circumstances when people around me are unhappy because I
like happiness. In this way I am having all these seven
divine qualities. These qualities are there within me.
I am the embodiment of these qualities and like a
white light is composed of seven colors of light similarly
I the spiritual light is also composed of these seven
and these qualities reflect in my thoughts words and
actions. Now from me these qualities are spreading
out in surrounding environment in the form of different
colors of light. I am like a shinning diamond from which
beautiful colorful light is continuously emitting. Lights
of different qualities are forming an aura around me and
this aura is extending far beyond and engulfing the whole
world. These light waves are touching souls residing in
different parts of world and imbibing these qualities in
them touching their hearts. This way staying in my own
original soul conscious stage I am spreading light of
qualities in whole world making this world a better place
to live in. OmshantiÖ shantiÖ shantiÖ
Meeting with Supreme Soul in paramdham
I am a soul, a divine point of light. I the soul, I am
operator of this body. I am immortal, imperishable,
indestructible and invisible. This body is perishable; it
has a fixed life span. After certain period of time this
body will perish but I the soul will still be there. I was
not created by anyone nor can I be destroyed because I am
immortal. I am very small point, very tiny and shinning. I
am light and from me the light is spreading out in all the
directions. Now I am in my original state of peace. From
me the vibrations of peace continuously emit in all the
directions. I am in state of peace, very calm, very quiet
and full of light. This state of peace, this state of
light has reminded me of my home and within second I reach
my home, paramdham.
I am a soul, I am pure soul. From me
the vibrations of purity spread out in all the directions.
Like a bulb spreading light in all the directions. I see
myself in supreme region of purity paramdham with supreme
power shivbaba. Shivbabaís light is illuminating the whole
region, filling it with power of purity. This is the most
pure place, pious place in whole brahmand. I can clearly
feel the vibrations of purity. After coming to this place,
the soul get filled with power of purity. My natural
nature of purity emerges in this place. Now I am looking
at shivbaba, the infinite source of purity. Shivbaba the
supreme light is spreading light of purity in all
directions. Now I am continuously looking at shivbaba, the
eternal source of purity, I feel very good. A natural
feeling of purity emerges within me. All my thoughts,
feelings and emotions have automatically become pure. I
have good feeling for everyone.
I the soul, I am looking
at father shivbaba in paramdham. He is very charming and
beautiful. He is ocean of love and he is giving his love
to me. His love is impartial and unconditional without any
selfish motives. I am continuously receiving love of baba
and I am getting completely filled with babaís love. Baba
how fortunate I am that I am receiving your divine love.
Baba just looking at you gives me a feeling of love. Baba
only in this sangam yug I will be able to experience your
love, even in satyug I will not get this love because you
will not be there in satyug. Baba I am continuously
looking at you in paramdham and getting fulfilled.
Shivbaba you are highest of high and at present, in your
company I am also becoming high. In your company I am in
elevated stage, high stage. Shivbaba your love is filled
with powers also and I am becoming powerful by receiving
your love. Baba human beings canít imagine how much love
god can give. I am so fortunate that I am able to receive
your love. Shivbaba you continuously shower your love on
all but for receiving your love one has to become soul
conscious and come to paramdham. Baba since human beings
have no powers left with them to come to paramdham you ask
me to spread your love to whole world and to all human
beings. Baba now I will take chance to become your medium
and transmit your love light to human beings. Baba now, I
connect myself with you mentally and as I connect with you
I start receiving your vibrations. Baba your vibrations
now start flowing through me to whole world down below.
am sitting with you in paramdham and transmit your light
to globe. Your vibrations completely engulf the globe and
the whole globe is becoming luminous. Whole globe is
getting filled with the light. Now in the influence of
this light all the souls are becoming peaceful. All their
tensions are vanishing and they are feeling light and
happy. shivbaba it is a such a beautiful experience to be
with you in paramdham. Shivbaba by staying with you in
paramdham I am receiving your powers automatically. As by
staying in sunlight automatically things become hot
similarly I am also becoming powerful. Shivbaba you have
transferred all your powers to me and I have become master
almighty. I am looking at shivbaba in paramdham, the one
who is highest of high and greatest of the great.
looking at the sun of knowledge whose light of knowledge
removes ignorance of soul. Whose light removes darkness of
soul and make soul light. I am continuously looking at shivbaba who is the ocean of love. He continuously showers
love and his love is pure without any selfish motives. I
am looking at shivbaba, the ultimate authority, the
ultimate goal of every soul. The one to whom all the souls
want to meet. The one who is loved by all and the one who
loves all. I am continuously looking at shivbaba, the
wisest of wise and in whose company souls become wise. Aha
it is really my great fortune that I am able to meet
shivbaba and enjoy his company. Shivbaba transmits all
his powers to me and now I have become powerful. Shivbaba
is very lovely and as I look at shivbaba I also feel his
The warmth of his love makes me feel light. Shivbaba
people say in devotion that god is love and love is god.
They have treated love as god. Baba now I have realized
why they have mixed two, it is because you love all souls
so much without any distinction. It is only we have to
reach you and connect with you and automatically the love
starts coming to us. I am in my perfect stage in paramdham.
As paramdham is perfect world, free of any bad feelings
and emotions, I am also in my perfect form here. I am
enjoying my stay in paramdham with shivbaba. Now after
some time slowly I return back to corporeal world in my
corporeal body. Omshanti.
Experiencing Relation of Friend with God
A soul can experience all relations with god in confluence
age. With relationship it is possible to build the
unbreakable love bond with god. In relationships there is
love and surrenderness. God as a friend is one of the very
pleasing relation. Now I set myself in soul conscious
stage and emerge god in front of me. I talk to God in this
way, Oh Shivbaba you are my best friend. Actually I was
searching for right friend from long time and after I
found you my search was over. You are my real friend with
whom I can share all my feelings. With you I can have
heart to heart conversation.
Baba you are my best friend
to whom I can tell anything and you will never leak out my
secrets. I can even share my dark secrets with you. Baba I
know in this whole universe you are the only personality
who can become best friend. Baba there is love, sharing
and caring between friends. Friends hide nothing from each
other. Shivbaba I will also reveal all my secrets to you.
I know that there is nothing which I can hide from you as
you can know each and everything. But shivbaba as mark of
building and developing faith I have to tell all things to
you. Baba as a friend you have revealed all the secrets
of universe to me. Baba it is said that a friend in need
is friend indeed. Shivbaba you have come and made me
friend when I was in great need.
Shivbaba it is said that
friendship exist in people belonging to same category.
Baba I was not equal as you but you have honoured me by
offering your friendship. Baba you have not only honoured
me but now you are making me capable. Baba first of all I
should thank you that you have accepted me as your friend
as now in this last birth and in this last stage I had
lost everything, my peace, happiness, values and virtues.
Now you have taken this task to uplift me again to same
height as I was before thatís why shivbaba as I told you
that a friend in need is friend indeed So at time of my
deepest need you have come as my rescuer. Oh my best
friend without you I cannot imagine my life. Shivbaba it
gives me a feeling of great pride that god who is highest
of high has become my friend and offer all sorts of help
In world when a big person make some ordinary
person his friend then that ordinary person gets so much
pride but shivbaba compared to great persons of world you
are the greatest of great and you have made me your
friend. Baba really it gives me so much pleasure and
happiness. Shivbaba as a friend I should take care of your
likes and dislikes and I should abstain from those acts
which you donít like. Shivbaba I know you like purity.
Purity in thoughts, words and actions. So from now onwards
I will take care of these things and refrain myself from
doing these things but shivbaba in doing this I will need
your support. Without your support it wonít be possible
for me to carry out this task.
I know as friend you always
try to help me in all respect. Shivbaba I want to make
our friendship very strong so that at no point of time I
may get separated from you. Shivbaba friendship is the
greatest relation of all relations, it is based on faith
and selfless love. Baba you have deep love in your heart
for me, baba I also have deep love for you. Baba as a
friend I can share everything with you, my likes,
dislikes, my painful moments, my happy moments everything.
Baba really I am very lucky that I have got a friend like
you who cares so much for me and with whom I can share
everything, otherwise baba in this world it is very
difficult to get a good friend. Baba as a friend I can
walk with you, talk with you.
I can go anywhere with you.
Baba you are my best friend and as friends enjoy each and
every task together, similarly I also enjoy all tasks with
you. Baba as friends play together, gossip together and go
to different places together, share their belongings with
each other. Baba I also like talking to you, sharing my
things with you and going to different places with you. In
return you also share your knowledge, wisdom, power,
values and virtues with me. Really shivbaba it is matter
of great pride for me that you have become my friend. Omshanti
Experiencing Love of God
I am a soul. I am an actor in this world drama. This body
is my costume and I put on this costume to play my role in
this world drama. There is big drama going on in this
world stage and all the human beings are actually actors
who play their respective roles. All souls play role as
per part given to them and no one has to be blamed in this
This body is only my costume. I have put on
this costume at predefined time few years back. When I
first put on this body it was very small and as I enter it
start growing and slowly with passage of time it grows to
full height and weight. Playing part in this world drama I
forget my original identity and my home, where I have to
return back after completion of this drama. Before finally
going to home I have to practice detaching myself from
this body, my costume. I am connected with this body
through thoughts, feelings and emotions.
Now I have
decided to cut off from this body and so I divert all my
energy in one direction in centre of forehead. I focus on
centre of forehead and see my original form of point of
light. This way I detach myself from this body and cut all
the connections with this body. As I cut my connection I
become free to go anywhere. So now with help of mind and
intellect I travel to my home which is beyond this
physical world. With help of mind and intellect I am now travelling to that world, my sweet home.
This is another
dimension, dimension of light. Within a second I reach my
home. Here I feel complete silence and peace. I am now at
my home with my beloved father shivbaba. I am looking at
shivbaba, the supreme one, the one who is loved by all,
the one who is prayed by all, God the supreme light. I am
constantly looking at shivbaba. Shivbaba is continuously
showering light in all the directions. This light is live,
it is not like physical light, but this light has feelings
embedded in it. This light contains love of shivbaba.
Shivbaba who is my eternal father is having lots and lots
of love in his heart for me and he is expressing his love
through light. This light contains love of baba.
showering love on me and I am getting completely immersed
in love of baba. Shivbaba one thing is very true and
correct that you love me a lot. Shivbaba your love is most
valuable thing in this universe; nothing can be compared
with this love. Shivbaba how fortunate and lucky I am to
receive your loving light. Baba love is the best medicine
which heals all the wounds of past. Baba in your loving
light I am getting relieved of all my past bad impressions
which were troubling me from so many births. Shivbaba your
love is the greatest achievement of my life. Baba after I
received your love, I have received everything. Shivbaba
your love gives us realization power, in which we realize
our mistakes. Shivbaba because of ego and body
consciousness souls donít accept their mistake but
shivbaba your love make souls realize their mistake. Baba
in the light of your love all my ego has dissolved and I
have become pure.
Shivbaba I am continuously looking at
you and you are continuously showering light on me. Baba
your light has also made me realize that I should not
expect anything and I should get free of all the desires.
Baba really it is such a great experience to receive your
love, to be with you and to look at you continuously. Baba
just looking at you gives so much happiness to me, so much
pleasure to me. I am completely immersed in the love of
god and becoming an embodiment of love. Now after charging
myself I return back to my body full of love.
Experiencing and Spreading Peace in World
I am a peaceful soul. I am a being of light located in the
centre of forehead. From me the vibrations of peace spread
out in all the directions. I feel an aura of peace around
me. The vibrations of peace are continuously coming out
All around me I feel complete silence and peace.
I am source of peace and I spread peace. I feel peace all
around me. This peaceful state has reminded me of my
eternal home, which is the world of silence. Within a
second I can reach my home of silence. I have two
important powers and by use of them I can reach anywhere
within a second, these are powers of mind and intellect.
Mind gives thought and intellect creates a vision. With
these powers now I have reached my home of peace, the
world of light. Here wherever I can see I find light, the
golden red light. This is not a physical light.
It is the
sixth element, the Brahmatatva. In this world of peace I
am at ease. All the burdens have released. I am free like
a bird in open sky. It is such a beautiful experience to
be in this world in this state. I wanted to experience
this peaceful state for long time and now I have
experienced it, I am feeling very happy. My desire is
fulfilled. I am totally silent, still and peaceful. Now I
see a current of positive vibration coming to me and when
this current touches me I get totally relaxed.
current of positive vibrations is coming from supreme
source of light, supreme source of peace. My eternal
beloved father shivbaba, who is ever constant, ever
loving, ever pure and who is highest of high. He is the
supreme source of peace. Whenever I need peace I have to
just connect myself with him and I get completely filled
with the power of peace. In the company of baba I have
realized that peace isnít something outside of me but it
is within me. Baba I was separated from you long back and
I went to world stage. Playing part for a long time I got
very tired and I wanted rest eagerly. After coming back to
my eternal home I am getting refreshed again in the sweet
company of my supreme mother and father. Now I am again
getting ready to play my part again.
pain and sorrow has brought the feeling of tiredness in
me. Now god has taught me to play my part in detached way
so that I may remain unaffected by the part of others. Now
whenever any difficult situation comes I go into the state
of observer and observe each event in a detached manner,
this approach has helped me in not getting affected by any
circumstances or difficult situations. I look at all the
events from different perspective. I now look at events in
a positive manner. Now I got the knowledge that whatever
happens, there is something good in each situation.
godly knowledge has made me completely peaceful. All
anxiety, all the worries, all the fears, doubts and
confusions have gone away. I am at ease and peace. In this
region of peace I am in the influence of vibrations of
peace which are continuously emanating from shivbaba who
is the infinite source of peace, who never become
peaceless but always spread vibrations of peace. Empowered
with power of peace I the soul, point of light enter in to
my angelic body in angelic region. I am an angel of peace.
In this angelic stage I am mentally connected with
shivbaba, the supreme source of peace. Through this mental
connection I am receiving continuous vibrations of peace
and I myself becoming source of peace. I am filled with
the power of peace. Now these vibrations of peace flow out
from me and spreading in whole atmosphere, making the
whole atmosphere calm, quiet and serene.
All the objects
around me are receiving these vibrations and they are
attaining a state of equilibrium, state of harmony. I am
now standing on top of mountain. I am an angel of peace.
From each and every portion of my body of light,
vibrations of peace are emanating. Standing on top of
mountain I see downwards and I find many souls who are
very peaceless. Lack of peace have made these souls very
sick, they have lost their luster of peace. They
desperately need the power of peace and I am full of power
of peace because I am under the fountain of light of peace
coming from supreme source of peace Shivbaba. I have to
give this power of peace to these souls who need it
I surrender myself to baba because I know
that when I surrender completely to baba then only I will
become effective medium for spreading peace. Now keeping
feeling of good wishes I the angel of peace gives these
vibrations of peace to these souls. I am concentrating
these vibrations to these souls. These vibrations
completely surround these souls as if they are in cocoon
of light of peace. These vibrations affect deeply to these
souls and their face expressions start changing.
tensions and worries are getting removed from their faces.
Their faces now start glowing with light of peace. All the
souls have now become peaceful and now they are very happy
after receiving this power of peace. The peaceful
vibrations make changes at their thought level and now
they are getting stabilized in state of peace. It is such
a beautiful experience to spread peace. I am under the
fountain of peace and continuously receiving light of
peace. Filled with power of peace I return back to
corporeal world in corporeal body.
Seva in Angelic Form
I am an angel. An angel whose body is made of
light, pure white light. In the centre of forehead of body
of light, I the soul reside. Like a beautiful shinning
diamond I am sparkling. I the angel, I am very light so I
can move anywhere. I can go to any place in universe with
help of my wings of thoughts. My thoughts and feeling are
I have good feelings for everyone. My heart is
filled with pure love for everyone. I am the messenger of
god. I am the medium through which god gives his light and
might to all souls of the world. I am angel radiating
light, radiating peace. I have wings of enthusiasm and
with these wings I fly to world of angels. This world is
made of pure white light, Very peaceful and cool. Here
there is complete white light like thousands of moons
illuminating it. In this region of light, I see king of
angels brahma baba in whose forehead supreme father
shivbaba is sparkling. There is field of strong vibration
As I enter into this field I feel very
light and relaxing. Baba puts his hand of blessing on my
head and transfer all the powers to me. Baba is giving loveful dristi to me. His dristi is full of love and
spiritual powers. I am getting intoxicated with the dristi
of baba. Baba you are supreme but you love me so much.
Baba you have given everything to me. Baba I am greatful
to you. Now after fulfilling me baba is directing me to do
mansa seva ie serve all souls of the world mentally. I am
world benefactor. Now I talk to baba and tell him that in
todays world it is very much necessary to do mansa seva
because many souls of world are in pain and suffering,
they are not able to find any way to come out of it.
souls are also not able to bear their pain nor they are
able to solve their problems, baba in such case they need
some external help. Baba only your powerful vibrations can
help these souls but baba your vibrations need some medium
to reach these souls. Baba mansa seva has also become very
important now a days because all the souls are surrounded
by number of problems. Baba these problem are becoming
complex day by day with passage of time. Baba because of
these problems souls are getting tensed, they are not able
to solve their problems. Baba you have chosen me as your
medium for serving these souls.
Baba I can become your
effective medium only when I surrender myself completely
to you and act as per your wish. I know baba whatever you
say or whatever directions you give us is for our benefit
and for my own upliftment, so baba now I will follow all
your instructions and will act as per your directions.
Baba as I surrender myself to you, you take control of me
and I become complete. Baba now I connect myself with you
with power of mind and intellect. Using thought power and
focusing intellect on you, I get attached with you. Baba
as I get attached with you I have become powerful and
virtuous like you.
Now I am full of peace, love and
happiness. Now my heart is filled with pure love for
everyone. Baba you have asked me to spread pure love. Now
I am spreading your pure love to whole world. Baba how
fortunate I am that you have chosen me your medium and
taught me this mansa seva. Baba this service is the
biggest service of all services because human beings can
help each other by giving some support physically but they
cannot give powers to souls to bear the pain and sorrow.
Baba these powers only you can give as you are the source
of all powers. Baba now you have directed us to take
powers from you and give it to world. Shivbaba you have us
that in near future very critical time will come when
almost all the souls will suffer. For that time we need to
stock all the powers.
Baba when I remember you and connect
with you automatically all the powers from you comes to
me. Baba now through power of my mind I spread your powers
to whole world. Baba you have told us that subtle things
have more power, baba thoughts are subtle and they are
very powerful. Baba good wishes done with pure heart have
miraculous affects. Baba now after connecting with you I
make good wishes for souls of the world. Baba let all
souls of the world become happy, they become peaceful.
Baba with good feelings in my mind my wishes become true.
All the souls of world are becoming happy and contended.
After doing mansa seva and satisfying all the souls I
return back to corporeal world in corporeal body. Omshanti...